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It is Raining outside I wanted you beside me I thought of calling you But something stopped me You used to Say "Do what you feel like doing" Now Should I call you or not? I can see your presence In all my thoughts Always contradicting Between Me and You I am so confused and I am missing you

I am going to write about the Beach Trip I made so many more week ends ago when I desperately wanted to see beach. After coming to chennai for joining the company,I had a terrible time actually I got no time to think beyond the training I had in company. For the first three months in chennai I literally lived in the world of books and notes and PC and tests and lectures uff no I can not even write about it so lets leave that part. After the completion of traing I was in bench for some three weeks that time was heaven I have no work no PC and Nothing else to do, except eating and sleeping I used to come to the company have chat with my friends wait for the day to get over again I will go directly to T Nagar just for roaming and will window shop for some time and again will get back to hostel and sleep. This was my routine for some days but I got tired of that monotonous routine so I planned to explore chennai. The sad part here is I got no friends with the same mind set that is no one i...

I love the Way My life is The Daily Routine and the Daily Chaos I love both the Ways Like the Cloud less sky I find myself missing something always I never cared about what I was missing On the long time I started liking missing The thing which I could not find out The only Expectation I have now is I never want to find out the thing I miss I love the Way My Life is

I am always not good in expresing my real feelings for some one, I never told anyone how I feel when something good happens to me and I never told anyone how I feel when some one who is so dear to me speaks sweet things about me and I feel very inconvinient to express myself and my feelings to the world. When I was disappointed by some thing I never show that and when ever my expectations are broken like a leaf in a stormy wind I never cried. Even when I was left alone in chennai for my job ( that was my first time in my life when I was all alone) I haven't cried rather I never felt like crying but I can feel the worst pain in my heart but it never made me to cry . I missed all my family to the core and core of it I missed them every moment, when ever I did some thing some thing remembered me of them but I never told this to them I never told my Mom that I missed her and I want to be with her I never told my sister that I missed all her mischiefs and her silly silly words and the s...